"Wishing you happiness in the future. When you get married, remember to send me an invitation~ (smile) Goodbye~"
Today is your birthday, just like a year ago. I remember it clearly—every move, every smile is deeply engraved in my heart. We quarreled over this matter, and parted ways because of it. Who would have thought that was the last time we met? Perhaps you have already started a new life, but I still foolishly wait here alone.
You were my angel, my hope, once. When I hit rock bottom, you helped me bit by bit. I loved sitting by your side, listening to your stories, watching you play the piano, and also loved taking walks with you, dreaming of our future. You were also my best friend. We met in the most beautiful high school years and accompanied each other through every moment. Computers and photography were your favorite topics. I followed in your footsteps, little by little, improving together, moving forward bravely.
You are my nightmare, my despair, now. In the end, you pushed me into the abyss. I begged you again and again, pleading for you not to abandon me, even if I could only watch you from afar. But you were ruthless and discarded me. I have never loved anyone like this, to an extent that there will be no one after. I never imagined such a deep friendship, even love, would end like this.
I once thought time would fade everything, but when it comes to loving you, nothing has changed. I often dream of you at night. In my dreams, you are still so gentle, embracing me warmly.
"I thought I would never see you again! Hug!! (pounces)" But I will never see you again. This is a dream. Even if I don't want to wake up, don't want to believe it, when the dream ends, I still have to face this reality.
Happy birthday, Yunzhong. Even if you might never again, nor want to see my wishes.